Do you hate me? Do you think I’m only nice to the girls I like?
Yes I’ll admit I ignored her. But I wouldn’t describe it as simply ‘ignored’. I would say it more as ‘avoidance’. But this was years ago, I’ve changed. I’m not the same person as I was back then. So no, I don’t ‘ignore’ people anymore. I don’t ‘avoid’ them either. I won’t run away anymore. I’ve taken things head-on and I’ll continue to.
Now what about you? Do you think I ignored you?
Honestly it really hurt if you did believe I ignored you. In my defense, you’re always busy. I rarely get the chance to even chat with you. And ever since I confessed, you never talked to me first. And if yes, you did begin asking tumblr questions, but if I hadn’t initially replied then would you have talked to me first?
You never talked to me first. Never.
I’m always the clingy, annoying type. I hate it when I annoy people. And since you were obviously busy and not replying consistently I thought I was annoying you. I’ll never ignore you, you should know that. I feel it’s you who’s been ignoring me. When was the last time you just called me and had a chat? The answer is never. I’m always the person who tries to talk to you. I feel as if I’m the only one trying to keep our friendship. And yes I’m scared of losing it, but if you’re clearly not even trying, then why should I?
I’m disappointed =/