I finally confessed to her…

And I got rejected…

I guess it doesn’t hurt too much? Because I was expecting she didn’t like me romantically? But it still hurts… But I know I’ll be fine…. Time heals everything right?

I’m just afraid she won’t be my friend after this. I’m really afraid we won’t see or talk to each other again. But nonetheless, she’s still my best friend… I’ll do anything for her… She’ll always have a special place in my life…

And I know it wasn’t fair of me to confess to you, so soon after yours… but I guess I wanted to end the year with tying up any loose ends? Which I kinda did….

2012, please be kind to me…